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Thursday, October 8, 2009

you know, i think you should just go and die. it was your idea to come here, saying that canada is such a great place. and saying that all this is for me and kevin good. the education system here is good and you want us to become citizens of canada. you promised to buy a house for us, but now, when we are looking for a house, you say that this house is too expensive, and that. thats the market price for houses here. FACE IT. if you werent prepared to spend so much money on house, then why even bother to move us here??? why did we even have to bother to leave all our memories in singapore??? why did we even bother putting effort to try to settle down here in canada when we will never feel the feeling home as we did in singapore??? why did i even believe you that everything is going to be okay??? why did i even try to excel at school??? do you know how stupid and cheated i feel??? now i tell you, "since you dont want to buy a house here, complaining that the house here is too expensive, then lets go back to singapore", you reply me saying,"you grow up already right? have your own opinions right? then you go back to singapore yourself, earn money for yourself and support yourself. dont ever ask me to support you." then let me tell you, even without you supporting me, i still my godmother who loves me more than you do and is prepared to take me in as her own daughter. you know i feel so useless when i know that conflicts are going on between my friends and all i can do is just sit here in canada watching the "show" going on right in front of my eyes??? if it wasnt your idea to come here, then do you know how much i can be there for my friends to console them ??? you think life here is very easy. then let me tell you, its not a little, or not even 1% easy for me, mom, kevin. its because you are not the one moving. you are not the one who has to part with their friends, or should i say their "loved" ones?? you think you yourself is the smartest. you moved us from indonesia to singapore, yes and i thank you for moving us to singapore. then again, you moved us to canada. you said you spent alot of money and effort, and said you invested alot of money to get us here, but did we even ask for it??? i still have many more things to say about you, but i shall not waste my time and effort. because i know its just useless. you have your opinions and think that everyone in the world is inferior to you. i just want to say, it doesnt make a difference whether or not you are in my life. just go fcuk off and go die.

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